Then I thought that some act, some mistake is done due to which restlessness in our house, sickness and so much of fights take place. After thinking so much, Allah جل جلالہ kept this thing in my heart that in our house Quran was picked up illogically.
Respected Hazrat Hakeem Sir Assalam-o-Alikum! May Allah give you health; we get advantage from your dars, magazine and the acts given in it. We pray that May Allah keep you happy always. Ameen, Summa Ameen.
I am a student, we are four brothers and sisters, we all were very happy. Before 4 to 5 years, there were many blessings in our house. We siblings loved each other very much. Our family was very smug. My father do job in one place, his salary was reasonable from which our living was very good. We didn’t get shortage of anything by the grace of Allah. It was felt that every time on our house is the cloud of Allah’s mercy. We didn’t get tired of thanking Allah, in our house there was blessing of everything, and never any sickness would stay long by Allah’s command. In our house, by Allah’s command, we weren’t facing any difficulty. It was the time before 5 to 6 years from today, at that time, I was not so mature enough to know that which thing is having benefit and which thing is having loss and Allah’s wrath is on which things. From our close ones, some picked up Quran causelessly on the basis of stealing. At that time I was not having any idea that what will be its effect. When the incident happened, my mother was also not present at home. In our absence at our home, Quran was raised wrongfully. If my mother would be at home, she would never let it happen. After that day, the blessings got upset from our home. Never did our home get any worries, now it never goes. Never before any sickness came to our house, now it never goes. It has been 5 years today the back pain of my mother never goes. We are tired of going to doctors but not even a little bit of relief have come. I used to stay very worried, used to think a lot that what has so happened that shortage and worries has made their place in our house. My father’s salary has been doubled from before, but it doesn’t feel that the salary is gone where? I was once going in a car of my loved one in Lahore. My loved one started your dars. I listened it with much attention, and then I thought that some act, some mistake is done due to which restlessness in our house, sickness and so much of fights take place. After thinking so much, Allah جل جلالہ kept this thing in my heart that in our house Quran was picked up illogically. After which sickness, worries, fights and shortage stays at our home and every time is it felt like someone is sitting on our chests. On our home, our lands, our shops, on all of them are a strange ominousness and shortage. I cry a lot. It feels like slowly everything is getting far from us. Now I listen your every sermon, have started offering salah of 5 times, do the small acts and zikr told in dars. Pray to Allah while crying that O Allah, forgive us. Your book was raised at our home. I do astaghfar all the time. O Allah, bless and forgive us. Now I think that we didn’t pick up Quran wrongly nor we were involved in this matter, only Quran was raised uselessly at our home but still its ominousness has eaten us and the one who picked up Quran illogically, what will happen with him or is already happening, while thinking it, my soul shivers. Only Allah safe us from doing things that make him unhappy and give us courage to respect His book Ameen, Summa Ameen. (S.A. Munshan Abad)
Life reached to the end of destruction:
Respected Hazrat Hakeem Sir Assalam-o-Alikum! I am very worried, what to do? First I was drowned in loan, now Rs. 40,000 more, loan is increased. Now the total loan is of 6 lac 40 thousand. I can’t tell how worried I am. My life has got difficult. For Allah, pray for me. I have three kids. The expenditure of house and salary is only of 9 thousand rupees. Apart from this, there is no way neither any property. There is no support except Allah. I am in a much tension, memory has got weak, don’t remember anything. The people in office are also worried and say, “Why don’t you do your own work”. How will they know that I am so worried, don’t get interested in work at all. My wife has got big operation done. I don’t have money to feed her with fruits. She has become very weak. Her tension is also eating me up. My only support is Allah, but I have also made Him unhappy. This all is happening because of me. I have myself done war with Allah, whose loss I am bearing. Few days before, I made my wife’s jewelry kept in bank and took money on interest. That’s it! After it, my destruction started and now I am unable to pay the installments of bank, which is only Rs. 5000. I understand that this is all the destruction of interest that is eating me. The more I want to get out of this swamp, the more I am getting in. I feel like this interest will eat my generation. I am very worried and sometimes feel like the veins of my brain will get burst. I request to the readers to pray for me and you may sleep hungry but never bring the curse of interest to your home. (Z.A. Dadu)
